You weren’t honest with me
I don’t want you to think that I am writing to ask you to reconsider and come back to me. Nor that I ever wished it would happen some day. Because of the way you did things, you would never deserve my trust again.
This letter has just one purpose: to ask you to examine your conscience carefully and assess if the way you behaved is really worthy of someone who calls himself a man of truth. In my view, true men do not act as childish and with such hypocrisy as you did, and would not throw away all this time (as you’ve called it so many times) of love.
Tell me something: were the things you said to me and all the affection you devoted me nothing but lies? Or are you so childish to the point of not knowing what you really want? Listen, time is passing by and you are not a kid anymore… be careful, you hear? People like you don’t usually manage it, they usually end up alone and miserable, be sure of that.
I think that you should show a little respect for others, especially those you’ve shared moments of intimacy. Life, be it yours or others, is not a game. So, I really hope that you give what you did a good thought. And after having done that, I hope you star planning well your next steps, so that you life doesn’t turn into a big succession of mistakes.